Post by Phillip Sheppard on Sept 7, 2011 13:44:09 GMT -5
....when i went hunting for the treasures, you know, you find yourself going back to that PRIMAL state. there's a part of you that comes to a place where you realize ... 'you're in survivor...you were going to be tested in so many ways....
when i revealed to the girls that i was a former federal agent, it was desiged to let the girls know that i'm a trustworthy person. and at tribal council last night sherea, maligned, my character...and uh, i was definitely impacted, emotionally.....
because, one of the things about me...*takes a deep breath* is that...i love my country...
having worn the uniform...*makes a break*...that i swore that i was prepared to...*voice cracks*... to protect, and defend...*swallows*
to have her take some of that pride i have. and having served as a special agent and earned the right to be called trustworthy...it hurt me,it made me angry, i had lots of emotional feelings going on ..and i think the best lesson i got from last night for me personally, besides the game aspect....was:
'i still love phillip sheppard..he's a good guy..and that's okay.
AHUUUUA
that being said: good luck for the rest of the game, and farewell, tribe bangalang
when i revealed to the girls that i was a former federal agent, it was desiged to let the girls know that i'm a trustworthy person. and at tribal council last night sherea, maligned, my character...and uh, i was definitely impacted, emotionally.....
because, one of the things about me...*takes a deep breath* is that...i love my country...
having worn the uniform...*makes a break*...that i swore that i was prepared to...*voice cracks*... to protect, and defend...*swallows*
to have her take some of that pride i have. and having served as a special agent and earned the right to be called trustworthy...it hurt me,it made me angry, i had lots of emotional feelings going on ..and i think the best lesson i got from last night for me personally, besides the game aspect....was:
'i still love phillip sheppard..he's a good guy..and that's okay.
AHUUUUA
that being said: good luck for the rest of the game, and farewell, tribe bangalang
