Confessional

[Host Lex]

Sept 11, 2011 23:55:13 GMT -5 DDanielle DDiLorenzo said:

This round sucks. Every round in this game fucking sucks. It's so hard.

;D

[Rupert Boneham]

lool interesting round so far

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

I have verification that Klein is voting Shambo. And like, I feel bad that I'm lying to the kid about not voting him out, but he was gunning for me! I just had to. It sucks, but it's how the game works. I can't associate myself with emotions if I want to win.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

So this is certainly an interesting round. Or at least that was. Somehow, once again, I controlled the vote. I'm not sure how it happened at all since I was the original target but I'll take it. And of course Klein of all people would be the first Panoramio to leave. Hah. What a noob. At this point, I've eliminated nearly all of my idol threats. I suppose KP could have it, as well as Sally, but I think KP would have told me.

Apparently Rob told Sherea that he's after me next. Not really sure if it's true or not, but I'm gonna go for him anyway. I know that I have the other 4 on my tribe with me, so I'm not worried. I do hope we can win this next challenge, but I'm not holding out for too much. We really just need to merge soon so challenge activity is only as important as your need for immunity. Which could be large, actually, I dunno.

I'm just glad to be in a decently good position.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

This is a quickie because I need to get to bed, but I basically am in a good position because Sally will likely be booted and Shambo will likely be quitting. At that point, between the 9 of us we (KP, Sherea and I) can definitely get majority. So Yay.

Also. I won't be until at least Friday around 5 because I'm going on an honors retreat for my college. I really don't think I'll have any access. So, sorry, but I don't think I'll miss anything.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

So now that we're merged the game is obviously going to get interesting. The only person I trust is Sherea. KP could definitely have the idol, and will likely win if she makes the end. Scratch that, she will win if she makes the end. She has to be taken out before endgame.

Ted will go first because he's Fabio from Amanda's games. KP doesn't like him, and Rory won't vote anyone else.

Mango Misty is also someone to look out for, and Rob is still a threat. Though in all honesty, I think I overestimated Rob.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

So there's sort of a lot going on right now. I'm pretty sure the vote is for Ted. KP, Sherea, Rory, Rob and Neleh all told me that they're voting Ted. Rob told KP that Ted's gunning for me, but I feel as though that may be contrived to convince me to go for Ted. Of course, I really have no problem going for Ted so fake IMs are really unnecessary. I'm also going to PM Jason and see what his thoughts are. The more people that I have voting with me, the better.

Even if Rob and Neleh are lying, I feel confident that I'm safe. I'll be voting Ted, and my final 3 alliance of KP and Sherea wouldn't turn on me at this point- that'd be dumb. And I know that Rory HATES Ted, so that's a lock as well. I'm sure that between Jason, Neleh and Rob, one of them will vote my way.

I'm pretty worried about my majority rules answers though, people will not want me at the end of the game if that's the kind of shit I'm pulling at final 9. Ugh. I'm just not ready to be out yet because I really want to win AND make all-stars. I also know that my confessionals have been lacking lately, which means the coveted top sausage may not be in my cleavage, which makes me sad.

So to apologize, I bring you this:

(In my defense, I typed out this confessional, then searched tumblr under "sorry." That came up, and it's obviously way better than anything else under "sorry," so there ya go.)

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

So it's getting to the point where you have to start considering EVERYTHING with every vote you make. Everyone left has a shot at making it to the end, Though I would say about 5 of us have a shot at winning. I'm pretty sure at this point that Kim has the idol. I'm sure that she's going to make all-stars since no one suspected that she has it. Or at least I didn't. It would make sense that she has it. I feel bad about voting out Ted. I really didn't even want him to go, and it was nice of him to change his vote to show that it was okay. I'm happy with my progress thus far, but I am leading a charge against taking out Shane this round. Not only did he write my name down, he's been relatively worthless and he's the least deserving of the title. Because the jury started at 11, whether or not the game has a final 2 or a final 3 is unclear. I'm hoping for final 2, because I'd love to be there with Sherea. It'd be awesome to have worked together for the entire game. Sherea may be tough to beat in the end, though. She will have been to every tribal council except for one. But I'd be okay with her winning. Of course I want to win, but if anyone else could have it, it'd be Sherea.

Also, I just asked Kim if she thought it were a final 2 or a final 3, and she said final 2. She may know if her idol says "the last time you can play this is at the final 5," but she used the observation that no first game of a series has been a final 3. Therefore, it's probably a final 2. Yay. If I could have my way, the game would go like this:

8th: Shane
7th: Rob
6th: Neleh
5th: Jason
4th; Kim
3rd: Rory
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Runner up- Sherea
Winner: ME!!

Obviously that's ideal, and probably won't happen. I'd love to take Kim out sooner, but it's dangerous with the idol in her pocket. I know that she could go an immunity run, and she very well may win this game if she makes it to the end. There are a lot of things to consider with her, and she's the biggest threat. But what I've learned through multiple ORGs is that the game is not about taking out the biggest threat, it's about doing so at the right time.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

Well so much for that. The plan this round is now for targeting Neleh. Whoop. Sherea wants it, and I want her to think she has a say in our alliance, because she does. It's our F2 and we're gonna get there. The issue is that Kim is catching on. She's starting to realize that we may not take her to the end, but she has that pesky thing called the idol that she can always play. However, she doesn't even need to play it, since she keeps on winning immunity! That's okay. Rory and I have an idol, as does Sherea. I still think it'd be better to blindside Kim around final 4 where her idol is no longer good, because then she may not be as mad. I just want to be in the final 2 with Sherea. I do realize that Sherea has a good chance at beating me, but that's okay. I know I have a shot at beating her, too, an I want a fair fight.

So this round is Neleh, but Kim's pissed because Rory told her Shane. I'm not sure if she's gonna try and make a big move here, but she could put herself in a good position if she does. If she attempts to blindside Sherea, she probably wouldn't tell me about it. But if Sherea goes then Rory and I will strike back hard, and I think we could nail her. I dunno. I don't want to think about Sherea getting blindsided. All I know is that this round, Neleh will go if Kim doesn't involve her idol. Ugh, Kim.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

Apparently this round is not Neleh. Apparently this round is me. My entire life in this game depends on if Rory plays his idol. I don't want Sherea and Rory to both play theirs. That'd ruin Sherea's chances. This just sucks. I'm probably out this round.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

Well that was certainly a chat. Kim and I just duked it out and Sherea watched. I absolutely owned her. How can she honestly think that just because her plans fell through, that she's supposed to get off scotch free? NOT HAPPENING. And then, she further demonstrates her arrogance by saying that if she really wanted me out, she could get me out. BULL SHIT. The bitch isn't gonna be able to do anything to me. I'm winning this next immunity challenge, and I'll pull an all-nighter to do so if it's endurance. I don't care. I have put too much energy in this game not to win. Everyone else can go suck a tit.

[Host Brett]

Can i see this chat? It sounds amazing.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

It was absolutely fantastic. Let me try and find it.

file:///C:/Users/Jake/Documents/AIMLogger/ddanielleddtf/IM%20Logs/conf-chat1316578561379.html

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

If copy and pasting that for the URL doesen't work, here is the less pretty version:


KP (12:16:58 AM): hey guys
Danielle Di (12:17:22 AM): hiiiii
damienmcey (12:17:25 AM): hey
Danielle Di (12:17:36 AM): this has to be quick, i have to wake up early.
KP (12:17:45 AM): i just wanna know what's going on
damienmcey (12:17:50 AM): no offense or anything but i do have AP tomorrow so i need sleep lol
damienmcey (12:17:57 AM): so quick <3
Danielle Di (12:18:10 AM): what's going on
Danielle Di (12:18:26 AM): is that Neleh just made the final 6
Danielle Di (12:18:37 AM): And Rory has been talking shit about all of us, to all of us.
KP (12:18:51 AM): no i mean why is rory telling me things that you guys are saying about me
KP (12:20:21 AM): he told me that danielle thinks i have the idol. he told me that danielle didn't want me to know about you guys voting neleh originally
KP (12:21:04 AM): and then he said it was actually sherea's idea to vote out neleh
KP (12:21:17 AM): why do i feel like i've been replaced by fucking rory?
damienmcey (12:21:19 AM): it was my idea to vote out Neleh
damienmcey (12:21:43 AM): and i didnt want to tell you because she TOLD me that she likes you
damienmcey (12:21:48 AM): so i figured it would just be bad
KP (12:21:58 AM): she likes everyone
damienmcey (12:22:03 AM): lol
Danielle Di (12:22:05 AM): we were all skeptical, and the only reason Rory knew is becuase we THOUGHT he was just a pawn
Danielle Di (12:22:08 AM): but apparently he's a rat.
damienmcey (12:22:18 AM): he has been the whole game lol
KP (12:22:28 AM): yes but you tried to pull in shane as a fourth instead of telling me
damienmcey (12:22:33 AM): i mean he told made our originall tribe split the very first vote
Danielle Di (12:22:47 AM): that's because Shane was getting votes, so we thought it'd be easy to use him
KP (12:23:12 AM): okay but if you're committed to bringing someone to the f3 then it shouldn't be a problem to talk to them about the vote
Danielle Di (12:23:27 AM): That's a good point.
KP (12:23:58 AM): so with that and rory telling me all of this shit and what not, do you blame me for at least considering a blindside?
Danielle Di (12:24:35 AM): Nope! Our long conversastion earlier was me trying to save my ass because I knew I was getting votes
Danielle Di (12:24:50 AM): and it apparently worked, since I didn't get any. I wouldn't be upset if I were blindsided, but I gotta try and win
KP (12:25:33 AM): like seriously, if you guys are trying to get me out "because i'm a threat" and all that other shit then can you let me know? i've pretty much already come to the conclusion that its gonna happen anyway
KP (12:25:43 AM): its always been danielle/sherea + kim
KP (12:25:56 AM): kim isn't needed anymore
Danielle Di (12:26:58 AM): what do you really want us to say to that? No, you're wrong?
Danielle Di (12:27:02 AM): it's not like that
Danielle Di (12:27:08 AM): but i doubt youll take my word for it
KP (12:27:25 AM): you've been lying to me! lol
Danielle Di (12:27:36 AM): about what?
Danielle Di (12:27:45 AM): if you're talking about the chest
Danielle Di (12:27:48 AM): then yes
Danielle Di (12:27:51 AM): i kept that from you
Danielle Di (12:28:12 AM): because it would only make you more suspicious if you knew that I gave the idol to rory, but I did that to seal his vote for a few rounds
Danielle Di (12:28:29 AM): as for this vote, need I remind you that I could have just never said anything, but I risked my ass to tell you how it was really going down
Danielle Di (12:28:38 AM): and then it almost bit me in the ass, because you were coming for me anyway
KP (12:28:39 AM): and now he didn't even use it on you like he said he would...
Danielle Di (12:28:59 AM): I didn't have to tell you the vote
Danielle Di (12:29:01 AM): but i did
Danielle Di (12:29:04 AM): you wanted to blindside me
Danielle Di (12:29:07 AM): but I'm the bad guy?
KP (12:29:14 AM): i didn't say you're the bad guy
Danielle Di (12:29:23 AM): It was implied
KP (12:31:38 AM): i know very well that you both want me gone and you're both going to keep acting like i have no idea what i'm talking about. well, i hate to break it to you guys but i'm not stupid. its quite obvious what your intentions are. i've been trying to somehow make it so you guys will actually want me in the f3 with you guys, but it doesn't seem like that's gonna happen. and its a shame because this always happens and i wish for once someone would stick to the f3 that they make in the beginning of the game instead of taking someone out because they have a good shot at winning
Danielle Di (12:32:08 AM): Like you did with Bobby in Manchuria? Too bad that one backfired.
KP (12:32:40 AM): that's different actually. me, you and sherea came into the game together as a f3. i met bobby 3 rounds into manchuria and didnt know him before that
Danielle Di (12:33:13 AM): well I don't know why you even think we've ever turned on you in the first place
Danielle Di (12:33:31 AM): You listened to Rory, came after me
Danielle Di (12:33:35 AM): but now that I survived
Danielle Di (12:33:40 AM): you want everything to be fucking peaches again
Danielle Di (12:33:48 AM): well wake up sister, the game doesn't workt hat way.
KP (12:34:02 AM): lol actually, you could have left if i really wanted you to
KP (12:34:27 AM): see, that thing that you guys think i have, i actually do. (no surprise, right?)
Danielle Di (12:34:36 AM): None.
KP (12:35:28 AM): kept it secret long enough so whatever at this point. but yes, i could have taken you out, if i wanted to
Danielle Di (12:35:44 AM): I look forward to seeing how that works out for you.
Danielle Di (12:35:49 AM): I'm going to bed.
Danielle Di (12:35:56 AM): Goodnight.

[DDanielle DDiLorenzo]

I just heard the strangest noise in the hallway... Anyway...

I just made a lovely little notebook for this game. Hopefully it will help me win immunity if need be; however, I am starting to feel more strongly that the challenge tonight will be about Survivor history- something I'm not as strong in. Oh well, we'll see what happens. If I win immunity, I want to flush Kim's idol. I don't know if she'll play it or not. She may believe that we're trying to flush it, which makes me want to vote for her. I don't want her to idol out Sherea, though. That'd suck. Perhaps what I can do is convince Rory to play our idol on Sherea. A lot of me doubts it, but we'll see. I just want to get a lot of votes on Kim. She needs to go, ASAP.